Hell to be without you
Have you ever saw the light and lost your way
Have you ever loved the night and raised decay
Have you ever felt the rain quench your thirst
Have you ever felt this pain, your heart burst
And it is hell to be without you
Silence can’t describe the state my heart’s in
Penetrated by a fate near to sin
For a second – happiness, for a lifetime fears
Love ends up in loneliness and in tears
And it is hell to be without you
But I would give you my heart and my love
I will treat you as of art, the stars above
Before I would tear you down it is me
Who is falling with a frown, I can see
And it is hell to be without you
Love me not
Ignored my borders
Followed orders
Longing for skies
Heart of ice
Love me not – love me
Silenced voices
Telling choices
Rising doubt
Just fade out
Love me not – love me
Eat my dust
Don’t you trust
Read the sign
Borderline
Come on, cry
Tell me why
Read the sign
Borderline
Signs so clear
You there, me here
Took my heart
Tore it apart
Love me not…
Eat my dust…
Lead me to hell
So I can tell
stories of pain
all hope in vein
Love me not…
Eat my dust…
Limelight depression
I could sense the gap of your absence
And smell the sweetness of loosing control
When the rhythm devine took over
And embraced you with a silent smile
Only then I realized it was you
Who created the void between idea and sound
Only to inspire the unconsciousness
And the ingnorance of the hinderences lingering
Your limelight depression
Watching you mastering the shadow of the past
Entering the stage of your realization
Inspired me to reach out for my skies
Of vocal accomplishment and joy
Feeling entities fading and bowing to the time
Images of sounds emerging from my memories
Trembling me in a joyful shaking
Between laughter and sigh
Now where’s
Your limelight depression
Significant Matter & Transcendent Chatter
The signs were clear and I knew we would fail
What else could one think on a hunt for the grail
And realizing that the whole game was lost
The people asked me what would help them most
Refrain:
Don’t you ask me for significant matter,
My mind produces just a transcendent chatter
Don’t you ask me for significant things
My wits are gone and my heart just sings
The deep ignorance of the fighting around
the whistle in the dark – a desperate sound
and when the bullet hits you, there is surprise
that not the light but this time darkness will rise
To master hinderances I wouldn’t avoid
Why should I do that when my heart is destroyed
And all the longing for an angel to rise
Too late I recognized it’s me in disguise
She’s gone
Gimme distance, gimme pain, this is dead
Gimme me shelter, gimme hell, it’s better instead
You think it hurts to die, to know you’re out
To touch the void, but I will tell you about
She’s gone and I never never will understand why
She’s gone and she never never will hear me cry
I’m a prisoner within experiences cage,
I’m hunted, laying in chains on the stage.
Of my life, I regret, having tried to live,
Having failed, when I tried to go give
Run for cover as fast as you can, keep the distance
We will burn by their ignorance
And trust, don’t you trust, it’s a tricky thing
It’s too late when you feel its sting
Lifehunter
Get rid of stones of despair
Your heart’s in lack of the summers air
It’s simple but it’s not best
How can I get well, my heart won’t rest
So many chances passed by
I never thought it was worth a try
Inconveniently alone
Even the brave heart will turn to stone
I came to the conclusion if life was an illusion
The vicious circuit worked too well
I smell my life so bitter, I talk truth without glitter
But even truth can lead to hell
So, see me, reach me, feel me, teach me,
Touch me, move me, love me, grove me.
Lifehunter, truthseeker, lovesinger, lifepeeker
Darkgiver, paingrunter, lightbeggar, lifehunter
This is my mental discount,
my life receipt, my least amount
One single question remains,
whereto with hearts who no one gains
Will you join me at last on my journey to past
Will you laugh when I weep, will you sing me asleep
Lifehunter, truthseeker, lovesinger, lifepeeker
Darkgiver, paingrunter, lightbeggar, lifehunter
Will you join me at last on my journey to past
Will you laugh when I weep, will you sing me asleep
Things to say
Lights shine on me, too blind to see
And realize there’s no disguise
Refrain:
You feel a distant life that makes you so sad – things to say
You played the game so tough but you’re feeling bad – things to say
And to come back to life seems so unreal – things to say
You lost this game and feel the turn of the wheel – things to say
You think you are nightmares so far
You should wake up, you should make up
Things I regret, that make me sad
I lost my way, who wants to stay
Give up my pride nothing to hide
Lights shine on me, too weak to flee
That is why I have to burn
You talked bout freedom and you said we have to liberate
People of ignorance and we have to choose peace not hate
You told bout being one but I could see duality
You thought me weak because you’re weak and weakness cannot see
Chorus
Break the line – that’s why I have to burn
Claim divine – that’s why I have to burn
None of us – that’s why I have to burn
Don’t discuss – that’s why I have to burn
You called me stupid when your mind was too confused to shine
You claimed to be so holy, truly a concept divine
And when you threw me out, you said I had to work to be
One of you but I won’t follow into slavery
To liberate my mind I should not listen to your words
You talk bout freedom, but you’re acting in a way that hurts
So test me and I’ll show you what I want to do instead
I will not trust your words I only will trust my own head
I saw the light that shines singing about the unity
I listened to the sound that warms me in eternity
Even if dying I will do what I have to do
You have to realize that you are me and I am you
Punching
Punching, Fighting, Falling, Rising
You saw the dark you ate the dust
You were so hurt when you showed trust
And as the darkness in your heart
Arose and tore your trust apart
Create a world that’s made of pain
Cause what they gave you they will gain
And your answering reaction
socially critical adaption
Singing the song that’s in your ear
You fell, there’s nothing left to fear
And and when you do your final breath
It is release and not just death
You dreamed a world that’s made of love
But all that dreams were far above
Reality and now you fight
For just a little bit of light.
Set me free
Got a throne
Led by you
Made me think
What is true
Crossed the void
Lit the dark
The tank of gas
Was the spark
Just with a smile you thought that I would make up my mind
Everything’s gone, the glow, the stars and I am still blind
What do you think I’ll do, you knew what song I would sing
Truth hits you hard but also truth has the sweetest sting
Set me free
Inner fights
Hidden well
fading lights
welcome hell
I walked high
I walked low
Met the sky
Made a bow
Everytime you broke my smile the truth would shine more
Everything you took, you stole that I would adore
Still the light shines bright within my mind and my heart
Nothing you’ll do will change my thoughts nor tear my apart
Set me free
Got a throne
Led by you
Made me think
What is true
Crossed the void
Lit the dark
The tank of gas
Was the spark
Seeing your anger poison everything that’s around
Seeing the darkness you created seeing you’re bound
Still there is time to change your course to follow what’s true
Still you’re in need to see, to feel that there is no “you”
Set me free
Failed Existence
1.
A failed existence – life out of order
Crumbling resistance – about to cross the border
Of hope and meaning – I really tried to follow
But in the end all promises were hollow
Refrain:
Failed existence – pushed to the limit
Lost faith – my life to make them feel good
Crossing borders – I’m leaving never turning
Failed existence – this life is hell, I’m burning
Target of emotion, example of the dark
I never chose this life, I never felt that spark
2.
Women only choose predators of selection
pretending light and core value protection
Talking good and acting as from hell
Smiling silently when my last hoping fell
Refrain:
Failed existence – pushed to the limit
Lost faith – my life to make them feel good
Crossing borders – I’m leaving never turning
Failed existence – this life is hell, I’m burning
Target of emotion, example of the dark
I never chose this life, I never felt that spark
Interim:
I wish everything would heal
My heart was one, joy I would feel
Words once given would come true
While falling I would fly learned from you
3.
Aim for men always smart and shiny
Fake an ego only small and tiny
I see truth and therefore I am falling
My life an echo, but noone hears me calling
Refrain:
Failed existence – pushed to the limit
Lost faith – my life to make them feel good
Crossing borders – I’m leaving never turning
Failed existence – this life is hell, I’m burning
Target of emotion, example of the dark
I never chose this life, I never felt that spark
Interim:
I wish everything would heal
My heart was one, joy I would feel
Words once given would come true
While falling I would fly learned from you
Outro:
Waiting for death
Whistle in the Dark
Darkness rising, bullshit talks
Death toll’s high and money walks
Tempests rule the hearts around
A Wild and angry sound
Lingering in shadows deep
Horrors wild so you can’t sleep
This is not the time to flee
A hero you will be
Refrain:
Even when the shades are fierce
Ambushed you, your armor pierced
A loving heart is now the spark
A whistle in the dark
Never turning, never flee
You are what you want to be
Here you stand, here is your mark
A whistle in the dark
You walked high and you walked low
Sometimes you rule, sometimes you bow
Watching how the tide will turn
Feeling your heart burn
Every moment is the truth
Whether aged or whether of youth
You came so far you won’t back down
You’re fighting for your crown
Refrain:
Even when the shades are fierce
Ambushed you, your armor pierced
A loving heart is now the spark
A whistle in the dark
Never turning, never flee
You are what you want to be
Here you stand, here is your mark
A whistle in the dark
Do it, leave it, there’s no choice
Raise your heart and raise your voice
Feeling young, still feeling old
The fire will unfold
Darkness rising, bullshit talks
Death toll’s high and money walks
Tempests rule the hearts around
Wild and angry sound
Evensong
My heart senses distance
Is there one more day
Minds with old resistance
Will you rest and pray
Where are the old days gone
Memories are sad
What have we felt and done
Do we regret
Let us hear each other
let us be that strong
let me be your brother
hear my evensong
There is no other way
Let’s see the mess
We have to rise and stay
That is my guess
Hear my evensong
See and feel my heart now
Give me company
I feel lost and somehow
Future I can’t see
We turned the inside out
Only to find
For what it’s all about
We are so blind
Hear my evensong
Let us hear each other
let us be that strong
let me be your brother
hear my evensong